May 4, 2025
Acts 9:1-20
John 21:15-17
Saul knew he was right. He had no doubt about it. This group of ill-educated Galileans – can anything good come out of Galilee? – had gone beyond the acceptance of resurrection. Plenty of people believed in resurrection. But they weren’t running around saying that it had happened.
Plenty of people believed in a Messiah. But those who ran around saying that they’d found one usually found themselves in deep trouble with the Romans. Briefly. Brief, deep trouble that only ended at a cross.
This group of Galileans, however, said that their Messiah had not only been crucified, he’d been resurrected. Can you imagine how much trouble that would cause? Things were tense enough in Jerusalem and all the towns and villages with Jewish populations. These people needed to be suppressed. If the established authorities needed help, Saul was willing to volunteer.
He volunteered. He got authority. He scattered the group in Jerusalem. He set out for Damascus to do it again. As Amy G. Oden writes at Working Preacher, “We tend to assume that Saul is the bad guy in the story. But is he? It’s important to remember that Saul sees himself as the good guy trying to protect the faith. Saul loves God and wants to stamp out anything that, in his view, dishonors God.”
Saul knew he was right.
Until a light and a voice shook his confidence to the core.
Raj Nadella observes that someone else in the Bible had also been confronted with a light and a voice: another person who had known they were right, a person known as Moses. “In both stories,” writes Dr. Nadella at Working Preacher, “the divine sees the suffering of the people and advocates on their behalf. In a striking moment in this story, when Saul asked to know who confronted and addressed him by name, the voice responded saying, ‘I am Jesus, whom you are persecuting.’ In locating itself in and with the victims of Saul’s violence, the voice was not just expressing solidarity with them, but was also asking Saul to see the divine in those he was targeting.”
“To see the divine in those he was targeting.”
How wrong can you be?
I don’t like being wrong. If I’m able to acknowledge my errors and my misdeeds with an apology and sincere reformation – and you know better than I whether that’s true – it’s because I’ve had lots of practice being wrong and I’ve had to practice making up for it. Most of us have. That doesn’t mean I like it. “I’ll be the first to tell you if I’m wrong,” may be the most common self-deluded untrue statement after, “I’ll have just one of those candied mac nuts.”
It wasn’t just Saul who knew he was right in this story, however. There’s Ananias, too. He protested. “Lord, I have heard from many about this man, how much evil he has done to your saints in Jerusalem,“ he said. Don’t make me heal this guy. He’s a bad man. He’s done bad things. Make me do this, Lord, and more bad things are going to happen.
He knew he was right.
We live in a time when a lot of people believe, deeply and passionately, that they’re right. Sometimes those varying beliefs can be reconciled. They’re not so far off. People will find compromises or accommodations or a completely different solution that those involved can accept. That’s the work of the Ku’ikahi Mediation Center, and I’m really glad to have been at their volunteer celebration event on Friday to mahalo the volunteers who help people find their own agreements.
Sometimes, though, differing beliefs can’t be reconciled. There is such a thing as objective truth. I had an argument with a three year old many years ago in which she insisted that the sky was not blue. I said it was blue. She said it wasn’t. And, well, it’s blue. Also, vaccines reduce the spread and severity of lots of diseases. Also, the Constitution says that people born in the United States of America are citizens of the United States of America. Until you change the processes of human physiology or the text of the Constitution, those things are true.
Sometimes differing beliefs can’t be reconciled because one harms people and one doesn’t. There is no compromise with ideologies that demean, discount, or disempower people. There’s no acceptable “little bit of racism,” for example. A “little bit of racism” imprisoned American citizens of Japanese ancestry during World War II, housing them in concentration camps, including children.
They knew they were doing right. They were wrong, but they knew they were doing right. I sometimes think that doing what you know is right might be the most dangerous thing to do to those around you.
Saul went from knowing he was right, to knowing he was wrong, to knowing he was right in a different way. He changed. He did different things. He became one of the most industrious of all Jesus’ messengers. He became God’s instrument, a trumpet, I think. I don’t think we can call him the most widely traveled, because Thomas – you know, doubting Thomas? – is said to have made it to India. Still, Saul got around, and when he couldn’t get there, he wrote letters. People saved them. But because he was writing in Greek, he used an adapted version of his name: Sheoul, Saul, because Paulous, Paul.
You knew that already, I’m sure.
You also know from hearing Paul’s letters over the years that Saul lost none of that sense of knowing what was right. My goodness, he loved to give his readers good advice, and we’ve been both benefiting from it and sighing with exasperation from it over the years. Because, well, he knew he was right, and we know how dangerous that can be.
He knew that, too, or God knew and told him. In his Second Letter to the Corinthians, among a passage which is, to be sure, a bunch of boasting about how right he was, Paul wrote these self-revealing words: “Therefore, to keep me from being too elated, a thorn was given me in the flesh, a messenger of Satan to torment me, to keep me from being too elated. Three times I appealed to the Lord about this, that it would leave me, but he said to me, ‘My grace is sufficient for you, for poweris made perfect in weakness.’”
We know we’re right, about political policy, about medical precautions, and about the color of the sky. We know we’re right about who is good and bad, who is on Santa’s naughty and nice lists, and who is going to heaven and who is going to hell. We know who is one with the light side and the dark side of the Force. We know, but even in Darth Vader there was something that could be awakened and a new way chosen.
If it could happen to Vader, or Saul, or Ananias, it could happen to anyone. Even the most unlikely person you can think of. Even you. Even me.
Amen.
by Eric Anderson
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The video above includes the entire service of May 4, 2025. Clicking “Play” will jump to the beginning of the sermon.
Pastor Eric writes a manuscript but improvises as he preaches, so the video will not precisely match the text here.
The image is The Conversion on the Way to Damascus by Caravaggio (ca. 1600-1601), Public Domain, https://commons.wikimedia.org/w/index.php?curid=15219516.
